SoulofDeity Posted June 3, 2013 Share Posted June 3, 2013 As some of my closer friends already know, I've lost a lot of enthusiasm for both modding and programming, to the point I have to grit my teeth and bear with it to do either. Over the last couple of months, I've been distancing myself little-by-little from the community, and last week after getting into a petty argument in a group call, I stated that none of them shared my same passions and that maybe I needed to take a break. Then it dawned on me that I've always been a programmer preaching to modders :/ So, I spent the last week isolated in deep thought about this, about what made me aspire to become a programmer, and about what I should do. I became a programmer because I had a dream that one day I'd be able create a gaming company of my own, and that while modding has been a great learning experience, it has never satisfied someone like me who preferably molds things from dust and water with their hands rather than packaged plaster and cast molds. Before I became a part of this community, I had always been socially introvert, and the conclusion that I came to is that my social life and hobbies have stomped on my dream. It's been fun, but I've decided to hang up my coat and move on. Happy Modding, SoulofDeity 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SanguinettiMods Posted June 3, 2013 Share Posted June 3, 2013 Have fun where ever life takes you, but that doesn't mean we'll loose contact, right? You're still a pretty cool guy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spire Posted June 3, 2013 Share Posted June 3, 2013 I wish you the best in your endeavors. This is a smart move on your part; you're going to make great work. Peace mang. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Netsrac Posted June 3, 2013 Share Posted June 3, 2013 Good luck in life man, I hope your dream comes true . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Conker Posted June 3, 2013 Share Posted June 3, 2013 You kind of come off as thinking you're the only programmer in this community, for some reason. Well, good bye. Sent from my cell phone, because ancient satellites from across the cosmic web are lame. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xdaniel Posted June 3, 2013 Share Posted June 3, 2013 We've had our disagreements, but I'm wishing you all the best nonetheless Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shadow Fire Posted June 4, 2013 Share Posted June 4, 2013 Best wishes, dude. If some day, you return, we will welcome you back. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Airikita Posted June 4, 2013 Share Posted June 4, 2013 Good luck SoulofD, we always need a break at times. Heck, I had to take a break before, and I still came back, but not as the main focus in my life. Perhaps you will find your happy medium soon. Best of luck! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Secant Posted June 4, 2013 Share Posted June 4, 2013 Shame to see such a talented programmer take their leave, but I definitely understand where you're coming from, and, as Spire said, I hope you find your happy medium, applying your programming skills in a way that really fulfills you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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